living life yellow.
the ramblings of a 21 year old
I'm gonna be honest with you; 2018 was hard.
Before I started writing this, I read through my "Hello 2018," blog post, that I wrote at the start of last year, to reflect. In there I wrote down all my hopes, dreams and resolutions for the year, and to be honest, I didn't really achieve any of them.
2018 was a mentally tough year. I think it's the worst my depression and anxiety has ever been, and I feel like I shared a lot of that with you guys. There were a lot of times where I felt very alone and isolated because I was unwell. I even ended up having surgery #4 where yet again, they found endo and my fallopian tube tangled around my left ovary which explained all the pain I was going through (yay for it not all just being in my head.) I spent majority of the year inside of the house, which I really hate doing, and missed out on a lot of stuff. I just felt so consumed by being "not normal" compared to others my age.
I have take a while to have reflect on last year, and all the ups and downs that have happened and came to a conclusions that hopefully will help me become a better person in 2019